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Friday, April 29, 2016

...We have a different tribulations...




...I still can remember my mom said to me one night...As she said...We never face the same trials and tribulations...when i was  young (she) my life has been nothing but suffering ever since when Japanese and after that MPAJA troops  (Bintang 3) strikes the nation...too much pain that could'nt explained...my dad (my grandfather) used to be informer for both of that enemy just to make sure his family safe and sound...but still they live in suffer and hunger...


...What about me? What is my affliction? I asked her...You work too hard from young till now...Yes i didn't see it but i know you spent a lot of your time on the road doing anything just to make sure your family proud and happy...Are you not worried? I said...Nope...Well i can't deny i have a lot of responsibility...but i have had an easy life actually...I do as I please...one day I might tired,but hopefully not...Cos I am not one who regrets..because for me in "WAR" out there..there's no regret and no surrender...I am not a kind of coward to turn my back and just simply run away without standing still for every single obstacles (if i wanna be a real man...i have to Lawan Untuk Hidup)...InShaAllah...She smiles and looks satisfied with my answer...

       ...Well what can i say...Alhamdulillah...Syukran Jazzilan...           

3 comments:

Rafi said...

Perang yg paling besar ialah berperang dengan diri/nafsu sendiri
..tu yg payah..hehe

deaf-angel said...

live is a journey, not a destination..

and like Bon Jovi says,
I'll Sleep When I'm Dead
and also
I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses, for tonite I sleep on a bed of nails.

Faith Craft said...

kena dengan lagu ketika baca ni...